South St. Chichester
April 22nd. 62
Dear Sir
I fear you will have thought me neglectful ere this—but I have been in sad grief and trouble lately. There has been nothing but illness and death in our family for the last six months.1 I hardly expect my poor Mother to get through the night— It is impossible she can last long.2 With so many troubles and anxieties one’s thoughts are seldom free.—
After receiving your first note with regard to Prim: sin: I went to all the gardens in our neighbourhood. But it was then too late.3 Where ten or twelve dozen plants are grown annually I could only find four or five exhausted plants—almost bloomed to death and not fair specimens to judge by. That there are three forms I am quite certain. I took notes of the numbers but as no garden furnished more than 2 or 3 good i.e. healthy plants I dont think it is any use.4
My own little garden has been terribly neglected of late, for as every hour during the last fortnight, might have been my Mother’s last I hardly like to leave the house. And my garden is some little distance away. However brighter times must surely come at last, and I try to look forward hopefully to the time when this tide of trouble which has has been running in so long will once more ebb
Yours very respectfully | C. W. Crocker
C. Darwin Esq.
Please cite as “DCP-LETT-3514,” in Ɛpsilon: The Charles Darwin Collection accessed on