My dear Darwin
I am puzzled & distressed at the loss of your letter from Haast.2 I fancy that I do recollect it’s coming in that I sent you, & I thought I had on its receipt put it out addressed to you to go by Post with a whole heap of other letters on the night of my return from Jersey.3 My wife on the other hand saw no such letter when she stamped the batch. I had such a heap of letters to read through including 2 from Haast that I cannot speak positively of seeing the enclosure to you at all. My wife’s not having seen it is odd—& makes me think that I may have confounded Haast’s notice of its being enclosed, with my present idea that I saw itself I have hunted every where in vain for it, & am at my wits end about it. That it did not go to Post is certain, for I sent all letters through my wife. It is also odd that I should not have thought of enclosing it in a letter of my own to you, as I intended to write to you the first thing after my return.
I shall continue my search, meanwhile I see no way out of my perplexity.
Ever yours | Dumbfoundered | J D Hooker
P.S. | I am now going to Town about the R.S. Elections4 have you any hints to give me.?
Please cite as “DCP-LETT-4133,” in Ɛpsilon: The Charles Darwin Collection accessed on