Down
10th
My dear old Friend.
I was so glad to hear of your French tour & that you are determined & are able to exert yourself.—1 What an addition of trouble your case of S. Fever.—2
I now send Haast:3 I have tried many days to write to you, but could not.— Dr. Brinton has been here, (recommended by Busk)4 he does not believe my Brain or heart are primarily affected; but I have been so steadily going down hill, I cannot help doubting whether I can ever crawl a little up hill again. Unless I can, enough to work a little, I hope my life may be very short; for to lie on sofa all day & do nothing, but give trouble to the best & kindest of wives & good dear children is dreadful. I shd. much like to write on N. Zealand distribution & superficial deposits &c (I have been rereading your old letters) but am too weak.5
God Bless you my best of Friends. | Yours affect. | C. Darwin
Haast sent me a Report of some kind & large map.—6
Please cite as “DCP-LETT-4335,” in Ɛpsilon: The Charles Darwin Collection accessed on