Faraday to Benjamin Abbott   15 September 1815

R.I. Friday Eveg. Sept: 1815¹

Dear Abbott

I am completely out on all sides. I waited in expectation on Thursday evening from 4 to 6 o clk but you never came at 1/2 past 6 I endeavoured to imagine a reason for your not coming at 7 I gave up all hopes[.] Having some slight business at Lambeth and the company of a Lady fortunately occurring I set off for that part of the world at 7h.15m. and in the course of a mile or two amusing conversation gradually reconciled me to my disappointment[.] On my return I enquired of the Porter (then) in hopes that you had not been and he gave me the no I expected[.] This morning I was planning a letter to tell you of the thousand reasons I had imagined for your absence as un jeune demoiselle et des autres choses. When Oh. Horid!!! My Brother called on me and said he had seen you last night & that you had been here expecting me & did not find me. I enquired of the Porter & found that Stephen² had seen you but James³ had not & thus all the advantages I presumed on over you were lost & I found myself under the necessity of apologising in the best manner I could for my absence[.]

I was indeed very unfortunate that after your long absence from the Institution I should not be there and more so on an appointment[.] I can however offer no better excuse than the statement above & for the rest trust to your kindness[.] I promise faithfully on another appointment to expect more doubly even though for many hours. I venture to mention today & pray come at an early hour & take tea with me[.] You should sometimes stoop to any lowly accom[m]odations merely for the sake of gratifying me - but I find my straw runs too high for a penitent & a suppliant & I will therefore alter it to beg of you the favour of a communication letting me know the day & how if convenient that you will deign to honour by your presence

Yours | Penitentially | M. Faraday